magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

when yr on the road, yr in a bubble that takes place outside of yr normal timestream. there is no past or future, just some sort of eternal now. afterwards, there are two perspectives on the whole thing. in part, the whole trip just disappears. and at the same time, everything has changed and it is as if the before had never existed.

and so, where that leaves me is a little lost all around. and i'm still a little lagged from switching back and forth between time zones for the last two weeks. so i'm going to go to bed now, and maybe i'll have more for you tomorrow.