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16 August 1998
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sometimes i feel like i'm too caught up in this whole faerie-tale, happily ever after mentality. don't get me wrong, i love the sweet/naive quality that it lends me.
i've been going back and forth about putting up the rest of what i composed in my head this morning. it kinda crosses that line that i was talking about a ways back, the other people's privacy line. but, if you've chosen to tangle yr life up in mine, you've chosen everything that goes along with that too. but it's also kinda stuff that i'm not sure i really want to share with the world right now. but then again, it's stuff that i want to say.
i'm still fighting over it with myself now, as i write this. and part of me even wants to simplify it into two straight-forward statements. but it would loose most of its poetic value that way. and what good are my thoughts/emotions if they're not poetic?
so i'm not gonna say it. i am gonna type it up tho, and then maybe when i've distanced myself a little, or conferred with those involved, i'll put it up. i'm such a coward sometimes.
and as an aside, i don't know how all that comes across. i'm enjoying all of this, i really am. just confused.
i've been going back and forth about putting up the rest of what i composed in my head this morning. it kinda crosses that line that i was talking about a ways back, the other people's privacy line. but, if you've chosen to tangle yr life up in mine, you've chosen everything that goes along with that too. but it's also kinda stuff that i'm not sure i really want to share with the world right now. but then again, it's stuff that i want to say.
i'm still fighting over it with myself now, as i write this. and part of me even wants to simplify it into two straight-forward statements. but it would loose most of its poetic value that way. and what good are my thoughts/emotions if they're not poetic?
so i'm not gonna say it. i am gonna type it up tho, and then maybe when i've distanced myself a little, or conferred with those involved, i'll put it up. i'm such a coward sometimes.
and as an aside, i don't know how all that comes across. i'm enjoying all of this, i really am. just confused.