magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

as predicted i feel like i've made a horrible mistake. my brain's already started working out contingency plans, like i could pay the nine months rent with the bulk of my savings and just think of it as a very bad choice. of course i'm not going to do that, i've been here less than 24 hours. and whatever happens, i'm sure i'll look back on it in a few years as the only choice i could've made at the time.