magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

bean is not actually from antarctica. his heart is covered in paisleys.

he makes tiny little pictures and sometimes writes about his life.

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9 November 1998

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last night i dreamt i was taking a couple of classes. one for which i had to keep a written budget, which i had not even started doing, and had to make up. and the other was something of a cross between a raffle and a garage sale, the teacher brought in a bunch of stuff and then gave it out at the end of class. i don't know what the subject was. i did leave with one of those plastic things that keeps tortillas warm. at one point i left to go pick up my budget thing (which i had written on a piece of glass, and i wasn't sure why i had done that), and i stopped to talk to a woman at a desk who looked like ms claydon from grade school, but had the voice of jessica treat. when i got home there was some sort of party going on in my mom's shop, and this guy had brought catered food that he said was vegetarian, but he wasn't sure if it was vegan so he called the person who made it.

i went for a walk today, with basically three purposes. i wanted to look for the new issue of cerebus, i wanted to scope out the nearest mail box etc, and i wanted to stop by ut austin and see if i could find the office of transfer admissions. the comic book store that i remember no longer exists, or has at least moved. the mail box etc is really not all that close by, and they would have wanted two forms of id to open a new box, and although i had two on me, they were different names. and i did wander around the ut campus. i saw where the school of architecture is, and found the main building, although not the office i was specifically looking for. i did look through the new transfer admissions brochure though, and it really does seem like there's no way i'm going to end up going to school there because of my year at umass. which in a way is a little sad, but in a way keeps my future more open, and keeps this move in something of a temporary light. but it's still nine months, and that's a long time for a lot to change.