magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

this morning i think i realized why sam and gale's being here is really making me uncomfortable. when they talk about see, i feel like they're planning my life for me. it's like they're my parents or something. my own parents were really cool about that. the only decision that i ever really felt forced into was my year at umass. and that turned out rather poorly. and i'm not blaming my parents for any of that, i take full responsibility, but the point is that i didn't feel like it was my choice and things went badly. with see, especially with sam and gale here in town, i feel like someone else is trying to make my choices for me, and i just can't live that way.