magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

bean is not actually from antarctica. his heart is covered in paisleys.

he makes tiny little pictures and sometimes writes about his life.

Untitled.

14 February 1999

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valentine's day. i didn't send anything physical, didn't receive anything physical. i think that's good though, not buying into the whole consumerist side of the holiday. and aren't i s'posed to be all cynical and jaded about valentine's day? but, i love you anyway, and here's my digital card [pic deleted, link added] for you all. yes, scribbled on an envelope, scanned, and coloured.

last night i was about to log off and go to sleep at about 130. i decided to read the root mail first. in it was a complaint that a spammer had used our server as an email relay. i had thought that relaying was turned off, but i guess when we switched mail services from turnip to carrot something broke. so i messed around with the config files, and fixed it. then i went in and tried to manually expunge the couple hundred copies in the mail queue that had not gone out yet. i guess the hour of day got to me 'cause somehow i ended up deleting the perl binary instead. i'm still not sure how. so i downloaded the newest build of perl and reinstalled. then wrote another script to purge the mail queue. so i was up until about 4 am dealing with all this.

then i had a bit of a conceptual dream. the world was a mosaic, made up of red and white tiles (try reloading that pic a few times), each with a url. i was reconfiguring them and there were things that didn't work, and other sorts of problems. and it just dragged on and on.

and today's just been another fun-filled day of work. dragging on and on, as it were. and tomorrow's monday and there's classes and homework and stuff. it just never ends, does it?