magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

i've been feeling really out of sync lately. 'specially when i'm in my apartment. like i just want to curl up and let time catch up with me or catch back up with time. or something. as much as nearly every fiber of my being is trying to convince me otherwise, i think it might be in my best interest to start trying to live in accordance with some sort of pre-set schedule. get up at the same time every morning. early, to practise guitar or write or something. eat real meals. at the same time every day. i'm not sure i could pull any of it off though.