magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

i feel kinda like i've wasted another day of my life. normally that's something i wouldn't have given a whole lot of thought to. if nothing interesting happened for a week or so i might have noticed. but now that i'm trying to come up with interesting things to talk about every day, it makes me really notice when nothing interesting seems to happen.

i'm trying not to stress out too much over li. to just distance myself as much as possible. but it's still commanding so much of my attention. to the exclusion of all else. and i just can't stop stressing over it. so everything else just sorta fades off into the background and i feel like i'm just wasting my life.