magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

we went to look at another place this morning. but the landlord never showed. we're going back tomorrow afternoon. looked kinda sketchy from the outside. but we found out that the landlord's a cop, so at least it's probably not a crack house.

first day of the cad part of drawing. not too challenging.

meant to spend the evening in the studio working, and then getting to bed early. went back to the studio after dinner, got nothing done. then stopped by yuka's, they were having a party tonight. it was a little slow when i got there, a bit past eleven, but then people started showing up. some people i hadn't seen in a while. but mostly i just always feel out of place at parties.

and this whole between crushes thing just makes them even a little stranger. i kinda noticed little fleeting thoughts about anyone who was there who i may have once thought about having a crush on. which is not a terribly small list, but i'm not going to get into names.

left early, a bit past one. going to try and at least get a decent night's sleep.