magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

bean is not actually from antarctica. his heart is covered in paisleys.

he makes tiny little pictures and sometimes writes about his life.

Untitled.

18 April 2001

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so after another day of cold shoulders, sarah.m and i are on better terms. i think she realized that staying mad at me wasn't getting anywhere and i told her that if i ever did anything that upset her again to just remember what garth says on our answering machine: "bean's a nerdy bitch."

stephany left studio early to go watch felicity. it was the resolution to the cliff-hanger from last december, which i actually saw. i was tempted to go home and watch it. (i know, and you made fun of me when i used to talk about watching buffy.) but i stayed in studio to work.

meryl asked if i had heard about the aia scholarship. she was the only other risd student to apply. i told her that i had gotten a rejection letter. she got $1500. and was under the impression that they awarded scholarships to pretty much anyone who applied. i was going to just forget the whole thing, but hearing that i might have to call the and push the issue. i think i was certainly a qualified candidate.

on my way home (around two) i stopped to talk to some stray cats. that made me feel better.