magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

meant to get to the flea market early this morning. but i checked my email and poked around the web a bit first and got completely distracted by the site for national novel writing month. november. i'd like to sign up, but i'm not sure that writing a novel is really something that i could fit into my studio schedule here. and since this semester is really only two months long, spending a month of that on text seems like it wouldn't really be appropriate. it's still tempting though. and a nifty idea.

i did get to the flea market eventually. and more temptation to buy women's shirts. some cute girly ones. the ones i seem to like most are tight with long sleeves. i really don't know how they'd look on me though. would they still be cute? or just silly? i didn't end up buying any. i feel much too self-conscious. and if i'm too self-conscious to buy them how would i ever expect to wear them?