magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

bean is not actually from antarctica. his heart is covered in paisleys.

he makes tiny little pictures and sometimes writes about his life.

Untitled.

29 January 2002

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02.30

am i a bad person for finding myself attracted to someone else? for developing little crushes on girls that i've just met as if i were single and looking for a relationship?

17.00

am i a bad person for wishing that the next three months, the balance of my time in this amazing city, was over?

19.30

am i a bad person for wanting to be so sweet as to be beyond reproach? so sweet as to provoke feelings of guilt?