magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

we still haven't decided exactly when we're driving home. as i've told a few people, there are three factors that are keeping me from staying here too long. stef. rent. and finding a job.

i miss stef. you know that. she knows that. i know that. she's what's really drawing me back.

as for rent, i got a call from one of my summer roommates as i was leaving for ohio, who said that our landlord was threatening eviction because he hadn't received my rent for june. it's three weeks into june and this is the first i've heard of the matter. i did send a check while i was in italy. maybe that was just a deposit. although when i got ahold of my landlord he said he had never even received that. which is something i will have to look into, but long story short, he expects a check for my june and july rent on wednesday.

if we were to leave monday, tomorrow, i could get my vw re-registered on tuesday, then drive back to providence. if we leave tuesday i would have to drive one of the vans to providence on wednesday, pay my rent, then drive back out to sharon on thursday (or maybe saturday), register the vw, then drive back to providence. if i can find some other way to pay my rent (overnight my atm card to stef, or a check from annette to my landlord and pay her back when i'm back home) then i could leave wednesday, register the vw thursday, and return to providence. i don't think i really want to get back any later than that.

it doesn't look like we'll be leaving tomorrow morning. it's already late, we've made no plans to do so, and both dad and annette have taken the day off from work. so i guess it's plan two or three.

and more phone calls. and more miss yous.