magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

bean makes a list:

'keep in mind that i wrote it a couple of days ago. but i do still want you to read it.'

'you thanked me for the flowers, but did you get the other package i sent?'

'i assume you would tell me, but i have to ask because you stopped using birth control last month...'

'take good care of her.'

'i can't make myself stop thinking about it as "our stuff".'

'should i call collin and sissy to tell them what's happening?'

'i know i mentioned it before, but i'll be thinking about you on new year's eve, and i hope you'll be thinking about me.'

and: 'this is so hard for me. and i've been trying to be good. but there's one thing i've just got to say. i won't be sitting, pining by the phone, but if you find that you miss me, please call me.'

to which she said: 'of course. i'm going to say that as of right now it's not going to happen, but.. and i don't want to give you false hope.. but i guess it could. and if it did, of course i would call you.'