magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

bean is not actually from antarctica. his heart is covered in paisleys.

he makes tiny little pictures and sometimes writes about his life.

Three martinis later.

7 November 2004

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So. Tonight was a first attempt between Ellen and myself at hanging out sober. We met at Film Forum to see Tarnation. The movie was ultimately good, if a little heavy-handed in its exposition. And of course self-indulgent, but I can't say that any of my own art isn't.

Afterwards, 'Does your definition of "sober" mean no drinking at all? Or could it involve just one drink?'

I should have said, 'One drink is never just one drink.' But instead, 'I'd like to get a drink.' And, three martinis later...