magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

In my experience, things tend to work themselves out. And I've definitely lived a great deal of my life in accordance. Sometimes, that means that I can step back and not worry too much about that details. If it's going to happen, it will happen. But sometimes it means that I'll go on living in a less than ideal situation even though I should step up and do something about it, simply because I'm too lazy (or at the very least laissez faire) to fight the inertia of just letting things happen.

None of this is news. And it's certainly not a condition unique to me. I bring it up largely for three reasons. One, letting a month and a half go by without writing daily has left me out of practise in noticing the events of my day which are worth writing about and so I fall back on describing the greater conditions of my life. Two, I'm being intentionally oblique in writing about the one thing I can think of from today that I do feel is work writing about. And three, I kind of just wanted to write another entry that I could titled with a verb staring with S.