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24 September 1998
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most of the time i don't really like the sun much, but for some reason it's nicer in the early autumn. i'd really like to be out hiking today. although that's not exactly the best thing to be doing in 65 degree weather with a nasty cold. it was just such a nice feeling to go outside, even if it was just to walk across the street for lunch. i had been feeling kinda sad this morning and the combination of crisp fall air, blue sky, and sunlight just doesn't let you feel that way.
i just wrote a long piece of email responding to email from er!n about how although she feels close to me, she doesn't really know me. i think that's part of my introversion, and i kinda like being a bit mysterious, but i do think that she's sorta beyond the point of turning back as far as getting to know me, and over time the little details will come out. it might be a bit harder with me moving two thousand miles away tho, and that's kinda sad. i've also been really missing alex today. he says he might be moving back east after he graduates next spring, just a couple months after i leave this coast again. but with the way that fate seems to move me around, who knows.
i just wrote a long piece of email responding to email from er!n about how although she feels close to me, she doesn't really know me. i think that's part of my introversion, and i kinda like being a bit mysterious, but i do think that she's sorta beyond the point of turning back as far as getting to know me, and over time the little details will come out. it might be a bit harder with me moving two thousand miles away tho, and that's kinda sad. i've also been really missing alex today. he says he might be moving back east after he graduates next spring, just a couple months after i leave this coast again. but with the way that fate seems to move me around, who knows.