magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

bean is not actually from antarctica. his heart is covered in paisleys.

he makes tiny little pictures and sometimes writes about his life.

Untitled.

25 December 1999

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christmas makes me feel a little uneasy and somewhat guilty. for participating in a religious observance of a religion that i don't subscribe to. for brushing aside my own belief system. for not not really having a belief system. most of the year i'm okay with that though.

anyway, we had a fairly low-key xmas morning. definitely not the big production numbers i remember from my childhood. and then early afternoon we went out for one of those extended family get-togethers. waffles and silly conversation. that was good.

watched lost highway on ifc later. i had never gotten around to seeing it when it came out. although i missed what i figure was a very pivotal scene when the phone rang. i was completely lost for most of the second half of the film.