magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

so chris says: "i fell like my self-esteem has dropped by 20% this weekend. whatever that means." and further: "do you think there's something wrong with me? or is it because it is a weekend? or is it because it's summer and no one's around?" giving the impression that he's never had this kind of down time, and he doesn't know what to do with himself.

i've had plenty of down time. i still don't know what to do with myself. but, for the most part, i've gotten over it. maybe that's a bad thing. maybe i should be indignant with myself whenever i find myself feeling bored. shout out loud only boring people get bored! do something exciting! and get on with it.

"do you think next weekend will be any different?" he asks later.

"the weather probably will." anything else is what you make of it, i guess.