magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

email from sam today telling me that he's not really interested in coming out to providence this weekend for the gravity games. i kinda felt rejected in a way. i had been expecting him to visit this weekend since last summer. i figured that he'd really enjoy the games, and it would have been cool to hang out too. and i sorta don't really feel like i can enjoy the games without having someone else around who's somewhat enthusiastic about it. like last summer when alex.h and i got up early on the first sunday morning of the school year to go watch the street skating finals.

and i had some monotonous stuff to do at work, so i wasn't exactly in the best mood all around.

managed to leave all those feelings at work though. made burritos for dinner. and later cybèle came over, and she and chris and i went out wandering around the neighborhood. me with bare feet and a video camera. we played on a playground. went out to the old railroad drawbridge nearby. it was fun.