magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

we went out to this town called yellow springs this afternoon. to visit a nature center there, and then explored some of the shops. i picked up a big book that i had first seen a few days ago and thought looked interesting. we had an overpriced, not terribly exciting meal at what had seemed like a nice veggie-friendly cafe.

so feelings are pretty weird things. like for instance when someone who had a crush on you over a year ago but whom you weren't really interested in for a number of complex reasons tells you that they're dating someone and you feel kinda jealous. of course it's probably just because at times yr tired of feeling kinda alone, and it makes you feel special to know that someone has some sort of feelings for you. like all those years ago when allison told me that she had started writing me a letter (which she never finished and sent, by the way) after she broke up with her then boyfriend. what does this have to do with anything? i'm on the road, in a way, and life is always weird on the road.