magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

bean is not actually from antarctica. his heart is covered in paisleys.

he makes tiny little pictures and sometimes writes about his life.

Untitled.

27 January 2001

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chris.k still seems mopey. it feels like he's resentful that i don't do nearly as much work as he does for wintersession, or i sense a condescending note in the way he reacts to my watching of things like digimon on tv. more than likely though, it has nothing to do with me at all.

spent the afternoon at home along watching tv and taking phone calls. cybèle got back from cuba this morning and was going to come over for dinner. jen.c wanted to know if she could tag along when we go shopping tomorrow (and we talked for a bit). hannah wanted to know if garth was around.

cybèle came over with stories and trinkets from cuba.

later, chris.k and i talked about, primarily, my recent drop in social skills. sort of. my bitchiness. his mopeyness. that in his estimation garth feels somewhat alienated by me. i told him that i'm almost never intending to be an asshole. (shades of "i'm not trying to be difficult.") and so if i'm coming across that way, to just point it out to me.