magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

walking to class this morning i was feeling rather agnostic. or maybe even stronger than that. as much as i'd like to be, i'm not a polytheist. i don't really believe it in my heart. i'd like to believe in a magic that permeates everything. sometimes i feel like i do. sometimes i'm not sure. i guess that would make me an agnostic pantheist. i don't know why i was thinking these things this morning. something caught my eye and my mind went wandering off in that direction. partly, i guess, is the feeling that if i'm waiting to meet some sort of faerie princess i'd like to know if i actually believe that she exists. but it wasn't simply that, lest i sound like the broken record that i am.