magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

and then on the other hand there are days where things are, if not quite good, at least okay.

the cynic in me would translate that by pointing out that i may well be even more scared of not being alone than vice-versa. i'm not sure if that's true. i don't think it is. if there was really that much fear brewing below the surface things wouldn't even be at the level of okay. maybe.