magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

stayed home. spent the day feeling acutely lonly and drowning said lonliness in tv. healthy.

i caught a glimpsed of myself in a mirror a few hours ago and stopped to look deeper. it's all still part of some faerie tale. there's still someone i'm looking for. she doesn't have a name or a face. she's just a feeling. she's got to spend as much time somewhere magical as i do. sometimes my self image doesn't match up to the reflection i see. if i don't recognize myslef how will i recognize her? how will she recognize me?