magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

bean is not actually from antarctica. his heart is covered in paisleys.

he makes tiny little pictures and sometimes writes about his life.

Untitled.

17 February 2001

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dreams: cafeteria / microscope, rice, dad / site model, old garuda.

the dad was the father of a girl who i was dating or had a crush on. the site model was being built in the old garuda frameworks (my mom's frame shop) when the workroom was a step down and had a wood stove in it. it occurred to me upon waking up that i have a fair number of dreams set in the shop the way that it was in my earliest memories of it. even though those memories are very faint. it almost seems like the memories i have of the space are simply the memories of dreams set there, and not the space itself.

i also dreamt that i got an email from kate.k. but no. two weeks since we met. a week since i emailed her. i guess i should just let go of the whole thing. just anther memory.