magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

dream notes: passports / strange museum / choosing couches

left for work early enough to get most of this morning's errands run. actually, i left early enough to get all of this morning's errands run, but a few of them slipped my mind and i ended up sitting in one of the comfy chairs in the library reading the new issue of cerebus for about twenty minutes before my shift. or i would've, but yuka was in the library working on a paper and tossed something at me to get my attention (i hadn't seen her since before spring break, and she had cut her hair in the interim, and i didn't recognize her from the back). and so we talked until my shift started.

of course i started thinking about the fact that the next few weeks are really the only time i have left to spend with most of my friends at risd (the ones who aren't in architecture and won't be around for the summer). and some of them are people who i would have liked to spend more time with this year, but for whatever reasons didn't. and now there's not a whole lot i can do about it except maybe try to keep in touch via email.

didn't say any of this to yuka. haven't talked about it in much of a serious light with anyone.

stephany was in the library doing some research and told me to call her if i felt like not being anti-social this weekend. our desks are next to each other in studio so we talk but we've never hung out outside of studio. will i call her? who knows. there's still that whole fear of phones thing.

burritos at home again. a couple bottles of beer. then we all went out to see dead man in the risd auditorium. chris.k thought the music was heavy handed. i thought that the fade-out/fade-ins were. but it was a pretty good movie anyway. certainly worth seeing for free.