magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

dream notes: tall space, weird ceiling

i had one of those moments of lucidity today when i realized that i was going to be studying in rome in just a few months. then it all seemed completely unreal. i'm not really going to rome, i thought. i'm not really in school at risd. none of this is real.

and really, none of it seemed any more real than the worlds and lives on tv.