magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

bean is not actually from antarctica. his heart is covered in paisleys.

he makes tiny little pictures and sometimes writes about his life.

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17 July 2001

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there were even more people in the library this afternoon. makes me feel all edgy, being surrounded by people who i know may at any moment need my help. and not just need my help, but ask me a stupid question that they could probably have figured out for themselves. it's okay though. i build it up to be worse in my head than it really is.

it's just one of those introvert personality traits cropping up. letting me know that i could never spend any real length of time working in a service industry. i guess that some day i'm going to have to deal with clients and consultants and contractors though.