magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

[don't know if these dream notes are really for today, i must have scribbled them down one morning upon waking. they're barely readable, there's no date, and i can't remember what most of it means. but today seems like a likely choice, so i'll just transcribe them as best i can.]

bus station?
cybèle home
  long & crying
"go to my place,
here's the key"
"take the bus"
no busses, take
bus to yrs. no.

becoming lawyer
defend yrself in evil court
no such thing as evil
ride off on bikes

smaller & smaller*
halls indoors/out
closets, girl watching
star trek, locks
still indoors
smash record saying
hurtful things
  -performance piece
  -smash small person
    child?

*over here
cave conv.
sw boyfriend
1 yr aniv back
in cave
"bats"