magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

To: amy.e
Subject: don't know

don't know if you even check your risd email account. don't know if you'd even respond if you do. don't know if you'd tell me anything that i would want to hear anyway. but. but i sort of feel i have to try, you know? i'm going to be home in just over a week. and while i'm more or less convinced that stef is at least going through the motions of moving on, i still don't think she's really looking at the big picture. but i guess for the reason of the first two i don't knows above i don't really want to get too far into it right now.