magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

Date: Fri, 26 Apr 2002 16:43:25 (EDT)
To: stef <Stousign@aol.com>
Subject: stepping back again

this is what i know:

i miss you
i enjoyed being with you last summer
you were, once, genuinely happy to be with me
i want to see you at the airport
it's hard holding on to something that is so far away
it can be scary thinking about being with someone long term
when we were together the other stuff didn't seem to matter so much
i was ready to spend another year in providence to be with you
i want to try and work things out
my relationship with you is the most serious one i've ever been in
i miss your voice
i miss your body
i'm coming home in a week
home is still where you are
you are still important to me
i wish you wouldn't run from this/me
i forgive you if you do
but i'm not going to let you go that easily