magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

we left nyc a lot later than intended. but i had a good time. lots of good vegan food. wandering around the city. we took the staten island ferry out and back.

and it was really nice spending the weekend with er!n. it's too bad that both of our lives are a bit out of kilter. so to speak. my mind, for one, takes almost any free moment to feel stef's absence, aggravated, in a way, by er!n's naturally affectionate nature (especially insofar as er!n's affections towards me once meant something akin to what stef's once meant).

drove home late and tired. tried not to fall asleep at the wheel.