magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

bean is not actually from antarctica. his heart is covered in paisleys.

he makes tiny little pictures and sometimes writes about his life.

Untitled.

5 May 2003

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we're in the supermarket. stef says, 'i ran into sarah.w in the mailroom today. did you know that she was engaged?'

'yeah.'

'and sarah.m is engaged too?'

'yeah.'

'have you seen the ring? sarah.w's?

'no. i've seen sarah.m's. three diamonds.'

'and i guess sage just got engaged, like this weekend or something.'

'i didn't know that. but the other day in studio jason was talking to friedrich, and he said something about his fiance. last time he mentioned her to me, he said "my girlfriend". so i don't know if that's recent, or just a choice of words. but in my section david and seth are married, jason and sarah.m are both engaged, and..'

'it's overwhelming. it made my heart skip a beat with commitment-phobia.'

while i had the opposite response.