magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

this morning i dreamt that i was at some sort of lake with sonali, and allison showed up, but it was weird 'cause in the dream allison and sonali had never met before. allison was with some girl who she might have been dating, but that didn't really come up. sonali asked me why i ever let allison go and i said that if i had held on as tight as i wanted to there would be nothing between us but resentment (and it kinda went that way anyway). but just as this conversation was getting interesting and i really wanted to know where it would go, sam's phone rang and woke me up.