magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

bean is not actually from antarctica. his heart is covered in paisleys.

he makes tiny little pictures and sometimes writes about his life.

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19 June 1999

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@risd. decided against bringing my car. at least for the summer. so i drove out to providence with sam and my mom. they just left, so all the new place anxiety is starting to kick in. and the fact that i haven't really eaten a whole lot the last few days and slept less than five hours last night isn't really helping.

i'm in a real big room. hadn't seen my roommate until just a moment ago. he seems to have already met some people. that would make this whole thing easier, but i am going to be more outgoing, right?

had a little tour of the campus, got my schedule, haven't unpacked anything yet, although i didn't bring all that much stuff. i do feel the stirrings of my first day in a new place headache. and i don't have any tylenol.


got one of those little travel packets of tylenol at the risd store. ate some dinner. (i've yet to completely figure out the dining services thing.) napped very briefly. had a house meeting at seven. my headache was a little better. had a cup of coke 'cause caffeine helps headaches, even though i stopped drinking it 'cause it was causing them.


after our meeting i came back out and sat in the lounge and hung out for a while in the interest of being outgoing. and at nine there was a larger get together for all the transfer students. basically just wandered around for a bit and then watched some films in the auditorium.

and it's only like eleven, but i'm damn tired. my headache went away for most of the latter part of the evening though. i kinda feel it creeping back. i should go to be now, while i'm somewhat ahead.