magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

so yesterday i may have gone a little overboard with the 'look on the bright side' rhetoric. but it's true that i have to start living my own life full time again. (or as close to it as possible.)

and unfinished email i never sent

To: stef
Subject: maybe for the last time ??
Date: ??

stef, i'm sorry about the things i said on the phone the other day. i was mad. i'm still mad. but i've got to recognize that you're the only one that can choose the way you want to live your life. and if i'm not a part of that, maybe you'll be missing out on something (and maybe i will), but i have to accept it.

????