magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

[edited slightly from an email:] i saw stef on the street today. every time i've gone out since i've been back i've been afraid that it would happen. i was sitting talking with molly, who i was also seeing for the first time in eight months, and she and amy came out of the cable car, across the street, and began heading away. i think amy saw me, told stef, and she turned and looked. she waved and then kept walking. it's hard to even articulate what that little exchange means. this is what became of the moment that i spent so much of the last eight months anticipating.