magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

'whatever you need to do to get there.'

stef called about eight. i had been expecting to hear from her earlier. we spent a couple of hours together. (the first of of which we were sitting in different chairs, the tv was on, and i was wondering what exactly i was doing there.) it's more of this 'taking things slowly' thing. which is okay, i guess. tonight, she was the one who brought up the fact that we have a lot of time. i hope so. i hope she's made up her mind this time. and so i guess it's okay. whatever she needs to get there. and when we do get there i'll get to wake up next to her in the mornings. in the mean time i'm going to continue to miss her, if that's all right, though.