magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

bean is not actually from antarctica. his heart is covered in paisleys.

he makes tiny little pictures and sometimes writes about his life.

TV doctors and lawyers.

11 May 2006

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I haven't checked my work email in a couple of days. I figure that if someone really needs something from me, there's always the phone, which hasn't been ringing. It's certainly not that I like not working. It's just sometimes easier to give into the lack of momentum. I guess that applies double for my personal life. I really haven't been doing much of anything, mainly because it's just sort of easier not to.

A few days back I drank the last bottle of a six pack of beer that had been in my fridge for a few weeks. Earlier this evening I finished the glass and a half or so that was left in an open bottle of wine. And then opened the bottle of single malt scotch that I had picked up a little ways back. To be reassuring, I do not in any way think that this is somehow signaling a descent into anti-social, hermit-like, alcoholism. I only had one glass, sipped slowly. And I think that it has more to do with seeing the TV doctors and lawyers drinking scotch. (Which may actually be worse, in a way, I don't know.) It seemed like I should at least mention it.