magicbeans. nothing if not awkward.

And as is becoming typical, I get all quiet around here just when things that might actually be worth talking about begin happening in my life. Even so, I'm not going to get into it now. I feel as if, once upon a time, when I started this public journalling thing, I was much freer with my thoughts, consequences be damned. But now, beyond veiled hints, it seems as if I hardly ever manage to say anything of import, at least where it involves other people. And I don't really know if that arises out of some sense of fairness to said people, or if it comes from a fear of exposing too much of myself.